If you stepped back and reevaluated every experience with the idea that everyone was a loving member of your family and truly enjoyed and respected you and the world was run by a benevolent and generous entity. Anything that didn’t add up to that had to be a misunderstanding or misrepresentation of the data. Revise it in your mind to fit that model and imagine it were true. Use your amazing mind and imaginative skills to work the data and revise the data to fit the model of the world you want to experience. If you do it right you will feel amazing and powerful. Joy and passion will be in every moment. You won’t be able to get the smile off your face and you will find your experiences starting to match your revised vision of the world.